Now we are in 2017, and I don't know if anyone would read the blog post anymore but whatever, i can be less care when talking about my audiences. plus, i would probably skip the grammar or punctuation mistakes from now on because i just going to pour solely on my ideas, feelings and experience maybe, out to the world to read. hopefully someone can benefit from it rather than me worrying about it but nothing to write at last. (coz i'm bad at English).
so lets get down on it. i cant remember when was the last time i wrote the post, but i van confirm its been years. sincerely i am not good on recording (wiring) my own thoughts into some thing. even with my gadget lying around begging me to use them. i'm a mess in a video, my voice horrible when i taping (i am ancient coz using that sentence to show that i'm recording my own voice using a phone, is it still a valid word word nowadays?), and i am also a slow typist.
to make thing worse i am a shy person. why do i shy? well i guest i would never know. it just me (typical breakup reason), not you (hahaha… really?!).
so, why do i write then? well, for some reason my laziness and my shyness just lost their battle with my usually-weak-feels-to-write. so here we are.
i dont really had any idea to write on this post specifically. i just want to write to something on anything i would write. so i just streaming-typing as my mind go wondering searching for words to put in. i realize that i still has an 'unused' (this) blog to write to so why dont i write here.
my major drive to write now was coming from last week 'application test' at my office when some of my colleague told me that it has many grammar mistakes in the apps. i know that you'll be saying i cannot take critics, weak, so on, bla bla blaa… well, maybe you're right. i'm just too lazy to amend it bcoz it isn't my job to look after for grammar mistakes, i'm not good at it anyway.
The thing is they didn't point out where that mistakes is. for them, maybe they try to ask me to learn proper english. yes, i will be learning that but maybe later. i would like to finish my coding for the apps first. language for me is too deep to understand. some words can be interpreted as different meaning, especially when written in two or three word sentences. even in its structure, some follow UK version which has 'heavy' grammar, and other follow US version which is for me had more simplistic features into it.
i cant remember if i had told you before. but here, we growing up speaking mostly malay and we learn english in its standard form primary and secondary school and in college / university we'll deals with english in american way (mostly broken) and from that we continue using them coz everyone around us using them. some of them (rarely) use a perfect form of english and other, just mix and match, which ever words from various language we had in malaysia, and spit it out like we own it. even our mother-tongue wasn't pure. it has its mix too.
so for a little piece of #### like me who doesn't care to be a PR, to live beyond the border (i can't anyway), or be an English teacher for school, no, i dont care about learning more grammar,. as long as it doesn't change much over time, people will still can understand me.
i'm proud of myself that i can learn english this far, so why dont they just point out to me where should i make correction instead of leaving me with puzzle?
it kind of abrupt ending to the story but hey, i told you it wasn't a story, right? (see, i told you i'm a bad writer didn't i? if not, include it to my list too)
leave your comments below on your thought and if it worth for me to make a talking point, i may write again (whaaat? when do you seriously write? -shut up..)
see you next time!
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—lazy writer—
